I want to go back to when we were so in love and everything was perfect, and we had yet to get in a fight and nothing could wipe the constant smiles on our faces away and the unconditional love we had, and now we’re fighting just to stay together, and every little thing is tearing us apart, bring me back.

Have I ever really been so mean to anyone to deserve this? I’ve never gotten with someone else’s guy, cheated on anyone, cheated with someone, nothing. So why me? This is my first actual boyfriend and this has to happen. I dot even know what to do with myself anymore the one person I love more than anyone in this world showed me that I’m worthless, and you, you’re proud of yourself for this? Like youve been miserable because the guy you were with had sex with someone else, you fucking hooked up with MY boyfriend? You are such a hypocrite. I’m not even mad I’m just fucking hurt and confused, I know I don’t deserve this, at all. But it’s okay I’ll cry my eyes out and you just sit there and sink it all in but remember, karmas a bitch and I’m a bigger one.

I hate alllll of this why did that ever have to happen:( I don’t even know what to do with myself. Like that’s MY boyfriend, i don’t understand why girls like fucking up people’s relationships. And it’s not like I can forget it happened because I have to look at it until it fades away. I wish this weekend never happened, I wish you were allowed in to were I was, maybe that wouldn’t have happened.